Thirty-Two

Hey ya'll. So, I realized I hadn't been on my new blog, well not so-new blog, in such a long time. June my friends-- June was the last time I wrote on here and so much has happened since then. I've literally spent the past hour or so going through my old sites from back when I had Leah and lost 60 pounds until when I was pregnant with Zoe. Just wow.

Thirty-two is here and I feel like I'm sort of re-inventing myself right now. Trying to decide which path to go, find out where God is leading me. He's been here each step of the way and I'm sort of just going with it, week by week because that's just how this past year has went for me. I had to put myself on the back burner and put my girls first. I had to stop thinking about working out and food and just LIVE. And you know what? It's been nice. Nice to just focus in on the little things, to spend time healing emotionally, to get through the tough things, to be present here and now. I learned to live without a countdown and to just trust.

It's made me reflect a lot on what I want for this next year and what my new goals are going to be at thirty-two. I know, I do want to refocus back on my physical health, get back to working out again, eat more at home (and less fast food), eat my vitamins, you know -- go to the dentist like I should twice a year.

I hope ya'll will join me and follow me along in this new thirty-two. It's gonna be an adventure, as always, with three little girls, three little dogs, my husband, and working on ME.

Pull up a chair, drink your coffee, and enjoy some daily insight into my mom bun.

- Bethany